




“"I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it."”
Audrey Hepburn quote : Adopted by Gordon Mays Baird
Librarian and teacher.
Gentle, Kind
And so
stunningly Beautiful.

She walked into my life
And changed it forever.
One day she left
Seeking fame.
I am still so changed.

Where is she now?

Love is just a selfish unexplained devotion we have to someone we meet on life’s path.
Yet it is more powerful than power and Money combined.
Maybe friendship is greater as this is a consenting union of minds,
a real caring about each other,
a true concern
about each other’s happiness.

Perhaps it is much better just to dream of being in love
rather than to actually love someone.
Loving only hurts.
So much.

True love just happens, we don't select it.

Time does not heal it only softens the pain


To have love, to be together,
was the most wonderful thing ever.
Then suddenly to be alone
again!

I am sure I heard God laughing.












Just a few of the messages we left for each other. It made coming home very special.
They suddenly ended as Cathy was promised fame and left to try and find it. Without me.



At this stage I attempted suicide and failed.
I woke up after one week asleep in a bad state.
After cleaning myself up I continued with my now much sadder life.


We met and altered each others lives forever.
We are forever in each others heads.
This was written on the back of some photos.

Sadness and Happiness
More to be added.